Pretendence is all I can do
Back t square 1. i'll just have t keep everything t myself instead. Probably will open up my heart t those who really cherish, love and care for me. I wouldn't give it a damn t those who just wouldn't care about me. Sometimes, I really dread going back home. Friends make me feel better. But well... only one knows how i really feel in school.
And, sometimes, i dread going t school. Well.. if you guys see this as a very emo-ish post, i'm sorry t say it wasn't what I want. I want t be back t primary school times, when i'm th young sharon, who don't even know what's unhappiness, what's unfair, who's th one who really cares for me. I'm getting more fragile than ever. I'm sad t say that i'm back t what I was in secondary one. Th one who bottles up her feelings.
But, dont worry, for those who really care about me, you know who you are.. Jie & H. I'll still tell you guys. As for those who don't really care, i'll just shut them off. Or rather, what I used t say, pretendence is all I can do.
Anyways, jiayou for prelims!
Ohyeahs, if jie happenes t pass by, I want t let you know that no matter what, we will be there for each other. Even if everyone leaves me alone, i know you won't. Even if i stop opening up my heart t other ppl, i'll still share my troubles with you. 'coz we vow t share weal and woes together. loves.
I know this post is kind of wordy, but yeahs, i don't give it a damn. Read it if you want. If not, close this window immediately. Thank you.
5:35:00 PM